tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-82646740385742989232011-07-08T10:18:13.257-07:00john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.comBlogger261100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-38275237540778645902010-04-12T08:33:00.000-07:002010-04-12T08:35:39.278-07:00I'm not a perfect person<br />There's many things I wish I didn't do<br />But I continue learning<br />I never meant to do those things to you<br />And so I have to say before I go<br />That I just want you to know<br />I've found out a reason for me<br />To change who I used to be<br />A reason to start over new<br />and the reason is you<br />I'm sorry that I hurt you<br />It's something I must live with everyday<br />And all the pain I put you through<br />I wish that I could take it all away<br />And be the one who catches all your tears<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-3827523754077864590?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-33671167386788028592010-03-14T09:50:00.000-07:002010-03-14T10:19:51.371-07:00再一次，我又哭了。。<br />原来当一个天使，是这么的难。。<br />我以为我可以做得到，<br />但我发现，原来我也是凡人一个。。<br />你以为我喝酒是为了爽吗？<br />也不是为了好睡点。。<br />喝太多，不用想这么多，晕了多好。。<br />喝太少，想得更多，越哭越痛苦。。<br />最近的你，变了很多，<br />我们也不像以前那样了。<br />话题少了，见面也少了，<br />连想我也少了。。<br />人生就是这样。。<br />每一次我爱的人，却不是爱我的人。。<br />我心里有话想说，心里的痛你懂吗？<br />有太多太多的情感覆水难收。。<br />也许你我的缘份就这样短吧，<br />没关系，我认命，我sui!!<br />如果你有了新的目标，<br />请你告诉我吧，<br />别让我这样猜测下去。。<br />因为这样比暗恋还来得痛苦你懂吗？？<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-3367116738678802859?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-68295874292849167512009-12-30T01:34:00.000-08:002009-12-30T01:39:16.717-08:00<div>Well...</div><br /><div>i had made up my mind to leave her..</div><br /><div>its quite hard for me,</div><br /><div>but i will try my best..</div><br /><div>And yah..we have no relation at all,</div><br /><div>juz that i think too much..</div><br /><div>That's the end of our stories,yes?</div><br /><div>happy together with him ya..</div><br /><div>byee...</div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/SzsfmWzQDCI/AAAAAAAAAMA/wSJotwhlx-k/s1600-h/DSC00963.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420961320286555170" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/SzsfmWzQDCI/AAAAAAAAAMA/wSJotwhlx-k/s320/DSC00963.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-6829587429284916751?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-34806290437071373962009-12-27T10:56:00.000-08:002009-12-27T11:25:59.329-08:00<div>Well..its been a long time i didnt upload blog..<br />This few weeks there's lots of things happen in my life..</div><div>The good news is i already let my ex go..</div><div>The good news is im falling in love with a girl..</div><div>I like to talk with her,</div><div>coz its comfortable..</div><div>She's really a good girl..</div><div>But,we wont have ending..</div><div>Coz i think i will not start it..</div><div>i know that she's still loving HIM..</div><div>So,i don wanna make her life more suffering..</div><div>When i look into her eyes,</div><div>i saw its all bout him..</div><div>She cried in front of me,coz she's worry bout HIM..</div><div>Well,i didnt do much..</div><div>jus give her few hugs..</div><div>And try to make her comfortable..</div><div>This feeling is complicated..</div><div>That night i told her that i already let her go..</div><div>but i think she wont know that i didnt..</div><div>That night is the 3rd times i cried for her..</div><div>But i didnt ask for more..</div><div>i juz wan her to happy always..</div><div>i wish her can happy together with that boy,</div><div>that's already good enough for me..</div><div>Bless u from my heart..</div><div>Lastly,i juz wanna tell u that,</div><div>Smile always..=)</div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Szez91iMnmI/AAAAAAAAAL4/VvTCKlsBVAw/s1600-h/DSC00745.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5419998551487585890" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Szez91iMnmI/AAAAAAAAAL4/VvTCKlsBVAw/s320/DSC00745.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div>p.s</div><div>Pls don mind that i put ur photo here,</div><div>there's the only memories for me..</div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-3480629043707137396?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-10034052110473670872009-11-09T21:41:00.000-08:002009-11-09T22:07:29.314-08:00hey baby,<br />its been 1 month we seperate..<br />do u miss me?<br />maybe for 1 sec?<br />im doin good right now..<br />but im still missing u..<br />i think u don know bout it,<br />coz i promise myself wont text u,<br />coz that will hurt me..<br />they say time will help me to forget u,<br />but i think its take few years,maybe?<br />i used 3 years on my 1st ex...<br />are u doin good too?<br />feels free without my control?<br />maybe someday later,u will know its for ur own good..<br />but nvm...now i let u to walk ur own way..<br />sometimes i really hate u,<br />coz u doin something that i don like u to do..<br />but then u never know bout it,<br />i make the pain for myself,<br />then i suffer it back..<br />love you= hate you...<br />i think im not suitable for love..<br />im sucks on it...<br />i don mean to hurt anyone,<br />juz that u all didnt know me well...<br />if u say im controlling u too much,<br />then did u think bout why am i doin so?<br />don tell me that u are sorry..<br />coz its not worth if u dono why am i doin so...<br />oh ya...now i don have feel with beers anymore,<br />now i like chiwas+beers..<br />only can cover all those sad feels..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-1003405211047367087?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-7259550608249571242009-10-29T09:32:00.000-07:002009-10-29T09:33:14.983-07:00ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-725955060824957124?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-5094390250476360842009-10-17T07:18:00.000-07:002009-10-17T07:26:54.346-07:00its already 2 weeks that we broke up...<br />and i think we changed a lot...<br />theres no more sweet but juz argue...<br />and i know its my fault..<br />coz keep argue with u....<br />sometimes i feels like dieing...<br />coz this time really hurt me too much...<br />i gave you all my heart...<br />and now my whole heart is bleeding..<br />i feels like im going to hurt myself....<br />so that i know im still alive with the pain...<br />or maybe can someone drunk me up???<br />JD+beers? redwine + beers? graveyard???5 bucket of beers?<br />if anyonefeels wanna drunk me up...<br />pls call me...anytime..anyplace...<br />u pay the money...<br />i pay my life....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-509439025047636084?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-340360770924128932009-10-05T06:09:00.000-07:002009-10-05T06:21:52.023-07:00baby...today is 5th of september...<br />and u know today is wat day?<br />its our 3rd month aniversarry..<br />and we broke up the day before this...<br />although im asking u to letting me go...<br />but then do u know i really suffer when im saying that...<br />and now its all over...its over...<br />I LOVE YOU STILL BABY..<br />i have no more chance to cook ur favorite mushroom soup and carbonara again..<br />i have no more chance to hugs u when u're cool..<br />i have no more chance to kiss you..<br />i wont forget our memories together..<br />and now im leaving u d...<br />pls do take care of urself...<br />i really hope that u wont luan shui anymore...<br />this is a last things that baby hope...<br />i dono when will u saw this text..<br />but when u saw it..pls think back of our times..<br />I LOVE U AND SORRY FOR WAT I DID..<br />goodbye baby...<br />9.20pm 5th october 2009<br />by mehmeh..<br />with a broken heart..its still bleeding..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-34036077092412893?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-36084990279685588702009-09-24T00:30:00.000-07:002009-09-24T00:41:19.527-07:00this text is for those mother fucker in my life..<br />in front of me act like brother..<br />behind me???<br />u juz threat me like a sohai..<br />i wan u to know that don think i dono wat was happening ok??<br />don think i was that dumb..<br />if u wanto fuck me face by face then juz come..<br />i wait u at ipoh..<br />if u wan the things then juz take it..<br />don do so much things behind me..<br />btw...<br />the things doesnt mean much to me..<br />juz a machine for me..<br />if u wan then take it..<br />coz its already used by me..<br />o0o o0o<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-3608499027968558870?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-73959280274260690172009-09-10T20:27:00.000-07:002009-09-10T20:34:28.685-07:00im really speechless now..<br />nothing that i can do now..<br />no one know how i feel now..<br />i ned someone to talk with..<br />but theres no one..<br />nvm la nvm la..<br />let it be....<br />let me become like this..<br />promise = rubbish..<br />let me die with those rubbish..<br />when my times come..<br />forget the wrong that ive done..<br />help me leave behind some..<br />reason to be missed..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-7395928027426069017?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-17004466533240376002009-07-11T23:56:00.000-07:002009-07-12T00:29:46.050-07:00这一个星期我真的很开心,<br />虽然也有痛苦的时候,<br />但,我觉得值得吧..<br />其实我有很多话想跟你说的啊,<br />但,我觉得你应该听不进去吧..<br />因为你不想伤害到他..<br />这次的分手,<br />是我这一生分得最开心的..<br />我也不知为何我会开心..<br />也许是因为你找到了你的真爱,<br />但对我来说那不是真爱,<br />但,也没办法啊,<br />只好祝福你..<br />也许有一天我会后悔..<br />我会很伤心..<br />但一个人痛,好过两个人痛..<br />对吗?<br />也许有一天你会看到这个blog<br />但,我想,你不会再来看了吧..<br />现在的我还是爱着你..<br />我会等你的..<br />至少现在的我是真的这样想的..<br />11-7-09 雨<br />今天我真的为你哭了..<br />如果..如果有一天..<br />你看到了这个blog..<br />你会想起我吗??<br />我想我想可能就一下下吧..<br />我说我不痛,是骗人的..<br />但骗不到我自己..<br />这一刻的你,<br />应该在开开心心的和男友在一起了吧..<br />当我抱着你的那一刻,<br />是这个世界最开心的一刻..<br />我真的真的爱上了那一刻..<br />可否别忘了那一刻??<br />我爱你!!<br />我不会忘了这段恋情..<br />谢谢你给了我一个美好的回忆..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-1700446653324037600?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-13659638361208068012009-06-20T23:20:00.000-07:002009-06-20T23:30:12.877-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3TKFtoK6I/AAAAAAAAALw/AgiUcCzzXwM/s1600-h/DSC04218.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349664102671723426" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3TKFtoK6I/AAAAAAAAALw/AgiUcCzzXwM/s320/DSC04218.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a 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src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-224291106667614780?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-83853460308583775192009-06-20T22:24:00.000-07:002009-06-20T22:31:23.005-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FRV-gADI/AAAAAAAAAGI/EnVurLrOLTc/s1600-h/DSC04275.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349648834133753906" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FRV-gADI/AAAAAAAAAGI/EnVurLrOLTc/s320/DSC04275.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FRWF18xI/AAAAAAAAAGA/Erf1eYj8gyA/s1600-h/DSC04281.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349648834164552466" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FRWF18xI/AAAAAAAAAGA/Erf1eYj8gyA/s320/DSC04281.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FRGNj57I/AAAAAAAAAF4/islZCjCC9jg/s1600-h/DSC04293.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349648829901957042" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FRGNj57I/AAAAAAAAAF4/islZCjCC9jg/s320/DSC04293.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FQ4CCzVI/AAAAAAAAAFw/faxunOy-zOg/s1600-h/DSC04258.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349648826095553874" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FQ4CCzVI/AAAAAAAAAFw/faxunOy-zOg/s320/DSC04258.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FQ3iEyOI/AAAAAAAAAFo/6r6KsyzcpP8/s1600-h/DSC04254.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5349648825961466082" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/Sj3FQ3iEyOI/AAAAAAAAAFo/6r6KsyzcpP8/s320/DSC04254.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-8385346030858377519?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-31896140510277450112009-06-09T11:39:00.000-07:002009-06-09T11:40:16.345-07:00Tertutup sudah pintu ..<br />pintu hatiku<br />Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu<br />Kini kau pergi dari hidupku<br />Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau<br />Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati<br />Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi<br />Tak ada lagi cahaya suci<br />Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi<br />Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku<br />Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku<br />Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku<br />Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu<br /> Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati<br />Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi<br />Takada lagi cahaya suci<br />Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-3189614051027745011?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-29215766275829527652009-06-09T11:05:00.000-07:002009-06-09T11:11:19.906-07:00im in pain<br />fall in love with a girl that doesnt love me<br />lol<br />finally i know the feel that wanna cut myself<br />i promise myself wont think too much<br />but i cant<br />i dono wat to do<br />im very blur..<br />but i know i will stand up someday<br />and do the things that i have to do..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-2921576627582952765?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-56405821071248356052009-06-04T01:41:00.000-07:002009-06-04T01:46:01.147-07:00一辈子两个人在一起　<br />你说要加个或许<br />不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语　<br />只是你比较实际<br />两个人一辈子不分离　<br />你问我好在哪里<br />不是你不期待永恒的恋曲　<br />你说最美的爱情叫回忆<br />为何连分手都不跟我争吵　<br />撂下一句话就想逃跑<br />让我爱难平恨难消情难灭梦难了心难过　<br />你却放手<br /> 一了百了<br />离开我你说是为了我好　<br />可知道这句话伤人不少<br />就算忘不了<br />没有大不了　<br />反正一切都不再重要<br />我的心既然你全都不了　<br />何必再继续彼此困扰<br />斩断纠缠的爱　<br />从今就一了百了<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-5640582107124835605?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-78400263579899045132009-05-17T21:07:00.000-07:002009-05-17T21:34:05.066-07:00this is a late post bout my birthday<br /><br />the people that wishes me:<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDkqXpkItI/AAAAAAAAAE4/LemA7Pk6zqc/s1600-h/Image014.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337016974988026578" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDkqXpkItI/AAAAAAAAAE4/LemA7Pk6zqc/s320/Image014.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />leng leng<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDkTMCfaCI/AAAAAAAAAEo/54uFQG33O78/s1600-h/smaller.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337016576734357538" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDkTMCfaCI/AAAAAAAAAEo/54uFQG33O78/s320/smaller.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />rara<br /><br /><div><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiSHXa8NI/AAAAAAAAAEg/nvEIMqsaz6o/s1600-h/PohYan(10).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337014359276843218" style="WIDTH: 165px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 220px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiSHXa8NI/AAAAAAAAAEg/nvEIMqsaz6o/s320/PohYan(10).jpg" border="0" /></a><br />poh yan<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiSCZ4YLI/AAAAAAAAAEY/hhSqPuTseCw/s1600-h/DSC01486.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337014357944983730" style="WIDTH: 245px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiSCZ4YLI/AAAAAAAAAEY/hhSqPuTseCw/s320/DSC01486.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />teng teng<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiR94LrdI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/64SLMKbTlYw/s1600-h/CIMG6628nw.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337014356729900498" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiR94LrdI/AAAAAAAAAEQ/64SLMKbTlYw/s320/CIMG6628nw.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />tiramixu<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiRxZT7TI/AAAAAAAAAEI/MuWee3ovYVM/s1600-h/4.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337014353379192114" style="WIDTH: 229px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDiRxZT7TI/AAAAAAAAAEI/MuWee3ovYVM/s320/4.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />anna<br /><br /><br />my birthday party in voodoo ipoh.<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHwlPmGI/AAAAAAAAAEA/ibDuAvYNLYM/s1600-h/DSC04036.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337013081850484834" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHwlPmGI/AAAAAAAAAEA/ibDuAvYNLYM/s320/DSC04036.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />with ah yan<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHi_r6CI/AAAAAAAAAD4/HaseTQH5vWg/s1600-h/DSC04032.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337013078203295778" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHi_r6CI/AAAAAAAAAD4/HaseTQH5vWg/s320/DSC04032.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />with melissa<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHtVAs_I/AAAAAAAAADw/2d00MY93k8w/s1600-h/DSC04030.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337013080977093618" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHtVAs_I/AAAAAAAAADw/2d00MY93k8w/s320/DSC04030.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />with ah qian<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHl5qFVI/AAAAAAAAADo/u_BUURa3ddA/s1600-h/DSC04029.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337013078983316818" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDhHl5qFVI/AAAAAAAAADo/u_BUURa3ddA/s320/DSC04029.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />with joey<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDggqnC6YI/AAAAAAAAADg/kn48Mw92A4Q/s1600-h/DSC04024.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337012410232531330" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDggqnC6YI/AAAAAAAAADg/kn48Mw92A4Q/s320/DSC04024.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />with nichole<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDggFi6pnI/AAAAAAAAADY/L5_yIB3zEew/s1600-h/DSC00070.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337012400283100786" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDggFi6pnI/AAAAAAAAADY/L5_yIB3zEew/s320/DSC00070.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />with cici<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDggHJ-FeI/AAAAAAAAADQ/Z33kGj-b6AQ/s1600-h/DSC00068.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337012400715339234" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDggHJ-FeI/AAAAAAAAADQ/Z33kGj-b6AQ/s320/DSC00068.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />with vicky<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDgf0TRreI/AAAAAAAAADI/10zznGgy1O4/s1600-h/DSC00064.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337012395654098402" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDgf0TRreI/AAAAAAAAADI/10zznGgy1O4/s320/DSC00064.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />tracy andsiew mei<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfoUtX6PI/AAAAAAAAADA/CfPJSI6oJmg/s1600-h/DSC04013.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337011442280818930" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfoUtX6PI/AAAAAAAAADA/CfPJSI6oJmg/s320/DSC04013.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />best bro chris<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfoPb3ERI/AAAAAAAAAC4/enTgkqYak7o/s1600-h/DSC00060.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337011440865186066" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfoPb3ERI/AAAAAAAAAC4/enTgkqYak7o/s320/DSC00060.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />my real bro david<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfoKN7yNI/AAAAAAAAACw/VvR1yGlqfl0/s1600-h/26042009368.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337011439464597714" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfoKN7yNI/AAAAAAAAACw/VvR1yGlqfl0/s320/26042009368.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />bro in ipoh,kent<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfnwyEYGI/AAAAAAAAACo/ydmnVuQWFcc/s1600-h/DSC04015.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5337011432636833890" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ShDfnwyEYGI/AAAAAAAAACo/ydmnVuQWFcc/s320/DSC04015.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />making a wish<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />thx for those people that accompany me for that day..</div><div>and my bro in kl..</div><div>thx for ur over rm300 meal..</div><div>pls take good care of urself..</div><div>peace..<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-7840026357989904513?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-59777615040523863552009-05-11T05:17:00.001-07:002009-05-11T05:20:51.046-07:00听见有人叫你宝贝<br /><br /><br />你问我为什么不再给你安慰<br />在寒风中漫步有家不回<br />好几天不见面也无所谓<br />你问我为什么把你的信退回<br />又把照片撕碎毫不后悔<br />你问我为了什么开始喝酒<br />而且每次都喝醉<br />不要说我做得不对<br />不要说你永远不会<br />因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝<br />不要说这是个误会<br />你不必在我面前流泪<br />因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝<br />你让他叫你宝贝<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-5977761504052386355?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-20075506101682174102009-05-11T05:11:00.000-07:002009-05-11T05:14:30.363-07:00its over...<br />really over??<br />or not relly over???<br />i also dono..<br />damn busy working..<br />damn tiring...<br />so many things float in my mind..<br />summore failed my exam..<br />sucks...<br />my life become sucks..<br />why do i become like this..<br />i also dono..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-2007550610168217410?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-79311074309171983542009-05-06T20:17:00.000-07:002009-05-06T20:22:22.966-07:00going training soon..<br />so will not saw me for half year..<br />i think is good that can start a new life..<br />forget all those sad things..<br />thx for those frens that accompany me this few days..<br />i love u all..<br />so...i stop here..<br />bye....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-7931107430917198354?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-25620246962695613062009-04-17T01:38:00.000-07:002009-04-17T01:54:51.189-07:00this few day<br />i dono wat happen with me<br />suddenly happy suddenly sad<br />emo come gain..<br />maybe stress<br />i also dono<br />i dono wat am i writing<br />i dono why am i doin so<br />i juz know<br />happy day going to end soon<br />very soon..<br />i got lots to say<br />but i dono how to say<br />no one listen to me<br />frens,good fren,best fren<br />are like far far away from me<br />alone walking on my road<br />no one understand me<br />i feel very useless now..<br />im juz a rubbish<br />no one like me..<br /><br />p.s.<br />i think i like 1 girl<br />but i think i wont chase that girl<br />coz wont have good ending<br />i don wan to waste her time<br />i don wan to hurt her up<br />and im not mature enough<br />i will juz put her in my heart.<br />she happy i happy<br /><br /><br />oh ya..hey von..<br />finally u can read my blog..<br />cheerrss!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-2562024696269561306?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-6195873621677686252009-03-31T07:22:00.000-07:002009-03-31T08:02:07.387-07:00都有一段日子没来写了，<br />最近的我，<br />说忙不忙，<br />说闲不闲，<br />只是有两个星期晚上没睡觉了吧，<br />有时是我不能睡，<br />有时有得睡但别人不给我睡，<br />你能顶是你的事啊，<br />我不可以啊，<br />现在我的生活一塌糊涂，<br />我受够了，<br />如果你要死，<br />就自己死吧，<br />别来烦我！！<br />不久前，<br />我毕业了，<br />又开心又伤心，<br />开心是我长大了，<br />伤心是要面对这残酷的社会，<br />说真的，<br />我还没准备好啊，<br />还不想这么快去面对，<br />以前的我，<br />好想到外面去，<br />看看这世界，<br />那时我想应该蛮爽的吧，<br />出来这个社会后，<br />我改变了，<br />真的改了，<br />心里只想回家，<br />回到那温暖的家，<br />无忧无虑，<br />安安静静的过日子，<br />但，<br />不可能了吧，<br />因为我选了我要走的路，<br />也答应过自己不回头望，<br />对不起啊爸妈，<br />儿子不孝，<br />不能时常在你们身边，<br />以前时常顶撞你们，<br />我好后悔啊，<br />你们的话，<br />永远在我心中，<br />有时想起你们的话，<br />我好伤心啊，<br />好想哭，<br />你们永远是我最好的爸妈，<br />儿子不孝，<br />如果你们知道我抽烟，<br />一定会很伤心吧，<br />真的很对不起，<br />儿子变坏了，<br />但，<br />我的心还是好的，<br />请你们原谅我吧，<br />写到这里，<br />我的心痛了，<br />也哭了，<br />只想说，<br />爸妈，我爱你们。。<br /><br /><br />南拳媽媽 - 小時候<br /><br />小時候常常望著窗外的天空<br />幻想長大以後<br />能實現從前做過的美夢<br />長大後發現世界真的不同<br />不知該要往哪走<br />還是停在原地一動也不動<br />我無力再逃脫<br />眼看著時間溜走<br />想回到小時候<br />I wanna stay. Or stay away.<br />I wanna stay. Oh 最真最美麗的童年<br />我stay. I wanna stay. Or stay away, ow....<br />聽你講<br />你講<br />為什麼大漢之後<br />世界攏變的不同<br />完全攏變的不同<br />是不是聽到小時候的那條歌<br />我的目屎<br />就會直直流不離<br />擦不離<br />繼續唱<br />唱到阮完全攏無聲<br />才會瞭解阮要對叨飛<br />對叨位走<br />是不是大漢之後<br />大漢之後<br />大漢之後<br />阮才知道<br />咱的辛苦<br />攏有價值<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-619587362167768625?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-2245339429987994052009-03-23T09:36:00.000-07:002009-03-23T11:43:51.573-07:00昨天的我又熬夜了，<br />今天真的很累，<br />所以就去了电脑中心玩了下，<br />之后我发现，<br />原来没有一个games是适合我的，<br />全部都不会玩啊，<br />不知不觉中，<br />就check起friendster了，<br />有一段日子都没开了，<br />一看，<br />有点焖啊，<br />竟然没有人加我，<br />毕竟，<br />我又不是帅哥，<br />当然没有人加啦，<br />看着看着，<br />就看到了你的名字，<br />你变美了，<br />然后看到你和他的照，<br />那些痛的感觉又在我心里交叉着，<br />那时有鼓冲动想打电话给你，<br />我好想问问你过得好不好，<br />但，<br />我还是放弃了，<br />我不想有了你的消息之后，<br />会让我更难受，<br />你又让我回想起去年的事了，<br />我以为我已经放下了，<br />但为什么还会痛呢?<br />我们是青梅竹马，<br />从小就认识了，<br />但一直都没联络，<br />直到我姐姐结婚那天，<br />我见到你了，<br />酒后的我就跟你要了个电话，<br />你给了我，<br />其实还蛮开心的吧，<br />那天之后，<br />我们都有一直联络，<br />谈着谈着，<br />我开始喜欢上你了，<br />那时我懂你有男朋友，<br />但你和我说快要分了，<br />我很开心啊，<br />因为还有机会追求你，<br />我也不知为何我的爱情路会这么坎坷，<br />每当我最开心的时候，<br />总会有事情发生，<br />那一天，<br />我回了家乡，<br />大算第二天去找你的，<br />但就因为我的朋友，<br />抢了我的电话，<br />传了些不三不四的信息给你，<br />你生气了整整两个星期，<br />这两个星期好难过哦，<br />和你吵了无数的架，<br />你哭了，<br />我也哭了，<br />这件事之后，<br />我们也有一段日子没联络了，<br />有一天晚上睡不着的你，<br />传了个信息给我，<br />就这样，<br />我们又好回去了，<br />那段日子是我最开心的，<br />可是。。。可是。。<br />几个月后。。<br />你开始不信任我了，<br />我真的不知发生了什么事，<br />我没做过什么对不起你的事啊，<br />有一天早晨，<br />你寄了个奇怪的信息给我<br />你说:<br />昨天我梦到你哦，<br />梦里面你和另外一个女生在一起，<br />我看着你们圈着手走街。<br />我看了以后，<br />也不懂该怎么回你，<br />只好说，<br />你想太多了吧，<br />那只是一个梦，<br />之后，<br />你也很少找我了，<br />我传信息给你，<br />你也不回，<br />直到有一天，<br />你的朋友找我谈天，<br />从她口中，<br />原来你喜欢上别的男子了，<br />我很伤心啊，<br />你懂吗?<br />我的心好像被很多把刀插着，<br />我不知应该怎样，<br />我终于忍不住了，<br />向你问个明白，<br />你也承认了，<br />那时的我很坚强，<br />没哭，<br />一个星期后，<br />才从你口中知道，<br />原来你们在一起很久了，<br />我真的真的不知该做些什么，<br />只可以坐在电脑前面，<br />眼泪不受控制的流了下来，<br />我的心越来越痛，<br />每天晚上都睡不着，<br />一闭上眼，<br />就会想起你，<br />一个人抱着枕头，<br />哭起来了，<br />又不敢大声哭，<br />怕被人家知道，<br />我每天的日子都是emo emo emo,<br />从早emo到晚上，<br />每天回到家，<br />看着四副墙，<br />我好寂寞啊，<br />我好痛苦啊，<br />为什么没有人和我谈天??<br />为什么没有人明白我??<br />难道我就真的这么犯贱吗??<br />到现在我还是不明白，<br />为什么要这样对我???<br />我对你不好吗??<br />写到这里，<br />我发现，<br />原来，<br />放下你的心，<br />是假的。。<br />现在的我，<br />对爱只有一句话，<br />多一个爱不多，少一个爱不少，没有爱刚刚好。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-224533942998799405?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-793640002774717772009-03-21T12:56:00.000-07:002009-03-23T13:55:44.875-07:00现在是凌晨4点，<br />你们应该都睡了吧，<br />还没睡的我，突然就想起了她(我的初恋)<br />无聊的我，<br />坐在电脑前面，<br />抽着一口烟，<br />喝着一口酒(rara送的，谢谢你啊)<br />*rara是刚认识的朋友，人蛮好的*<br />*还有一个新朋友们叫leng,美+可爱，有兴趣着，打给我吧*<br />真的很难喝，<br />因为没mixer,<br />我也不懂几时爱上了酒，<br />可能因为苦酒就像人生吧，<br />苦了才有甜，<br />这是我拿起了我的吉它,<br />自然而然的弹起这首歌(你还好吗-啊牛)<br />真的越弹越伤心啊(越吻越伤心)<br />然后就来写blog了，<br />因为我怕三分钟杯面，快熟又好味(三分钟热度)以后就不写了，<br />这段情发生在很久以前了，<br />当时的我才15岁，<br />读着中4，<br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScVMSpxE1uI/AAAAAAAAACQ/SwxMFO72emA/s1600-h/Picture(178).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315738818513786594" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScVMSpxE1uI/AAAAAAAAACQ/SwxMFO72emA/s320/Picture(178).jpg" border="0" /></a><br />当时的我(三分熟牛排的样子)<br /><br />还记得那时你是我的班长，<br />第一次看到你，<br />就喜欢上你了，<br />你可是校花丫，<br />我为了接近你，<br />每天就特地把功课交到你桌上，<br />这样才可以看你一眼，<br />旧而旧之，<br />我们就比较熟了，<br />过了几个月，<br />你竟然变成了我的姐姐，<br />那时的我又开心又伤心，<br />开心的是我们的感情更好了，<br />伤心的是没有机会拍拖了，<br />每天我都会买一些巧可利放在你桌上，<br />看到你吃它的样子，<br />真的好甜，<br />国庆日那时，<br />我们一起布置班上，<br />是我第一次圈着你的手，<br />从背后抱着你，<br />真的很开心又幸福，<br />但是这些日子不长久，<br />在大考来临之前，<br />我们终于变成了男女朋友，<br />真的开心死我了，<br />但万万也想不到，<br />这才是恶梦的开始，<br />你开始不理我了，<br />每天逃避我，<br />就因为别人的乱语，<br />我们就进入了冷战期，<br />这样的日子，<br />过了正正一个月，<br />有一天，<br />我终于忍不住了，<br />向你提出了分手，<br />你没回我，<br />我也懂发生什么事了吧，<br />那时我也不懂，<br />为什么天会这么刚好在下着雨，<br />我一个人，<br />站在雨中，<br />叹着气，<br />等哥哥来载我，<br />回到家还被骂了一顿，<br />几个星期后，<br />我从朋友口中知道，<br />其实你不喜欢我，<br />只是跟朋友赌气，<br />就接受了我，<br />我真的很伤心，<br />这样就把我单纯的心给欺骗了，<br />现在想回起来，<br />也没怪你了，<br />那时到现在，<br />你也没找过男友了吧?<br />现在的我只想说，<br />你还好吗?日子过得好不好啊?<br />得空时想想我吧，姐。。<br /><br />虽然不感人，只是想写罢了。。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-79364000277471777?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8264674038574298923.post-58210705584273419582009-03-21T05:43:00.000-07:002009-03-23T13:56:24.598-07:00你们好，谢谢来看我的blog..(phew..终于写了第一句)<br />想了好久哦，才懂要写些什么。。(人生的第一次，别怪嘛)<br />刚刚想了很多要写的东西喔，可是都忘了，<br />我想，就从自我介绍开始吧。<br />我叫道川(叶道川)，<br />今年才19岁,<br />这19年的路，可写的不多，但也不少哦，<br />但是也不可能写完19年吧，<br />因为谁记得小时候做过什么事啊，<br />最多只记得玩泥沙吧，哈哈(小城市的小孩做的事)<br />当时应该曼开心的吧，无忧无虑的。<br />第一次写，不想写不开心的东西哦，<br />只好写一些无聊的事吧。<br />我来自江沙，应该很少人懂吧，<br />它真的是一个很小的城市，<br />生活在这里无忧无虑的，<br />喜欢玩的朋友可不适合来这里玩了，<br />因为真的很闷。<br />喜欢大自然的朋友，得空就来走走吧。<br />我有五个家人，<br />爸爸，妈妈，姐姐，哥哥和我，<br />跟我比较好的应该是我哥哥吧，<br />好想念和他一起‘吃饼’和喝酒的日子。<br />我喜欢听歌，只要是好听的我都听，<br />可是别给我听印度歌，我会逼你吃roti canai,吃到你呕为止，<br />我也喜欢唱歌，虽然不好听，<br />但是也不会唱到杀猪这样，<br />歌是拿来唱的，不是喊的。<br />我最喜欢做的事应该是骑摩托吧，<br />可以感受风的感觉，<br />看到美女可吹下口哨，<br />一不小心就撞了，可可。<br />今天就写到这里吧，<br />有点饿了。。<br />给你们看些我家乡的照吧。<br />技术不好可别怪哦。<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTviwN0eRI/AAAAAAAAABM/8tmPEQf0Oyc/s1600-h/DSC00132.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315636840541485330" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTviwN0eRI/AAAAAAAAABM/8tmPEQf0Oyc/s320/DSC00132.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />golf 场<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTvimPYdNI/AAAAAAAAABE/K1n4LAhT2ec/s1600-h/DSC00129.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315636837863683282" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTvimPYdNI/AAAAAAAAABE/K1n4LAhT2ec/s320/DSC00129.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />夕阳无限好啊<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTvidTiBjI/AAAAAAAAAA8/jAoOJstBcbI/s1600-h/DSC00123.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315636835465168434" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTvidTiBjI/AAAAAAAAAA8/jAoOJstBcbI/s320/DSC00123.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><br />王宫<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTviEpaRPI/AAAAAAAAAA0/Irnf04TMYTI/s1600-h/DSC00088.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315636828846048498" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTviEpaRPI/AAAAAAAAAA0/Irnf04TMYTI/s320/DSC00088.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />妈妈的花<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTyTBS-meI/AAAAAAAAABk/N8OBuJ-phac/s1600-h/DSC00162.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315639868783499746" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTyTBS-meI/AAAAAAAAABk/N8OBuJ-phac/s320/DSC00162.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />别藏了啦，屁股都出来了，这么大了还跟我玩兵兵<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTyTLFCDoI/AAAAAAAAABc/3jjkO0VYPPk/s1600-h/DSC00148.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315639871409360514" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTyTLFCDoI/AAAAAAAAABc/3jjkO0VYPPk/s320/DSC00148.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />公园<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTyS5uZaiI/AAAAAAAAABU/xJ2n1-QGMaA/s1600-h/DSC00147.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5315639866751019554" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTyS5uZaiI/AAAAAAAAABU/xJ2n1-QGMaA/s320/DSC00147.JPG" border="0" /></a><br />哥女友:看！这船可以坐的耶。。<br />哥哥 :船当然拿来做的啦，不然拿来睡的啊?<br />哥女友:。。。。。。<br />我 :-.-<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_d2QBciTP_FI/ScTviEpaRPI/AAAAAAAAAA0/Irnf04TMYTI/s1600-h/DSC00088.JPG"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8264674038574298923-5821070558427341958?l=feichuandelu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>john aka yaphttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15451465753821858152noreply@blogger.com3